AGAIN, I TURN TO YOU
By Sabrina Harris
, I don’t overreact to people like I used to. I have felt depressed and helpless at times lately. I’ve been frustrated and tired of the expectations and judgements of others. I have had a particular struggle with surrendering to God. I’ve also had health issues in the past year as well. I’m feeling my age and the history of consistent lack of self-care.
Of course, what can I do but turn to You, the One. I tell You I’m beat down and have nothing left. I hear myself weakly asking for help. In a somewhat stronger voice, I praise You and ask in the name of Jesus, help me. I feel empty yet begin to sing, “Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah.” Emails were read, and replies were sent. Phone calls were answered, and the next steps suddenly became clear. I hear a whisper of what the next right thing is and what can wait. I survived the meeting I was dreading unscathed. By the end of the day, I was better. I felt myself again, at ease, comforted, peaceful. This is how You moved me when I finally let go.
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